ok so my last post was pretty much woe is me but it was a wonderful thing. i should have written an update (like it really matter b/c no one even reads this lol) the next day b/c something amazing happened. believe what you wish but i believe in God and His mysterious ways. I feel like His plan for me is like anyone elses and even though I feel like i'm never going to see any of my dreams come true I know that in due time i will be living the life i want. anyway, the night i posted my last blog i prayed and ever since my dad died my praying has become very infrequent. that tends to happen when something lifechanging happens like that. but anyway, i know God still loves me an was just waiting for me to come around again b/c i always do.
so we had a nice long chitchat about how i was feeling and such and lo and behold i had a very nice dream. a positive dream and have been doing so every since! the two loves of my life have entered my dreams but both with positive messages along with everything else. i know everything is going to be alright i just have to trust in the Lord and accept His path for me and be patient as hard as that is! He made me a very impatient person!
on an even better know i am about to start a new job! i quit the hellhole i was working at last week only to begin another job 2 days later. well i quit that job yesterday while i was still in training to begin another resturaunt job BUT the perk to this one is, this job is going to be fun! they encourage their employees to have personality and enjoy themselves while at work! i am very excited and hope it works out! i've applied for "real" jobs but haven't heard anything yet. doubt i will. they always want someone with experience and all i've got to offer is food service. their loss.
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