Friend or Foe

I am a good person. That is my problem. My heart is too big and I hate hurting people but does that mean I deserve to try and hold on to people that don't bother to spare my feelings? I have a "friend" that is younger than me so I give exception many times about her lack of consideration and maturity. oh she thinks she's grown but she has a LOT of growing up to do. I just sit back and watch her learn and she always comes back to me saying she finally understand what i try to tell her. Well I'm to the point now that I'm over her lack of maturity and consideration. I am supposed to be her best friend. The one she always comes to no matter what, hell I know most of her secrets but the past month she has been distant. I don't appreciate being a part time friend. i have text her twice this week with no response, last week her phone got turned off apparently and she said she had no way of getting in contact with me. SHE suggests plans and always breaks them. I'm not doing that anymore. My time is about to be limited to her anyway as my fellow and I are about to start spending waaaay more time with eachother. I'm 27. I don't have time for playing a waiting game. I don't have many friends but at least with my other friends they have a legit excuse. they're married! i don't expect them to spend as much time with me anymore. I'm not a partier and never have been but i rather party with those that are my age and can handle it than party with an underage person thinking they're cool when they're not.

I just hate growing apart from someone I got so close to. She's been there with me through everything. I'm sure she will soon text me giving me the same old tired excuse of being "busy" or her phone got shut off. again. or no gas and all that. she still owes me money! not much but i guess i'll never see it. I just have too much faith in people and in turn those you care about the most, it hurts when they let you down. oh well, you live you learn!