HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Well, here it is again. A new year and a new set of hopes! It just took me over an hour to figure out what account i was using to even post this. I have it written down now so that won't be happening again! I checked out what my last entry was. August. so much has happened since then. I had written how the guy i was talking to was great. things were great and going my way and so excited that he didn't seem pushy. too bad later in the month he decided to push me away and make me feel like i was nothing but a tease when in reality there was nothing that could be done the way he wanted to! lucky for him he came to his senses and realized he was being a dick b/c he doesn't know how to talk to people! We had our fight in September, and then the World Series rolled around. he argued and was mean about that b/c I'm all about the Reds and he's a Cards fan. he just kept on and on about it. then we fought again in October when things came to a head and the ex girlfriend got involved. so we ended up not talking for about a month and he came back around in December. turns out he had some family issues going on that were pretty big and he didn't know how to tell me about them so he pushed me away. we are better than ever now! he will be free in less than 3 weeks and his new life can begin.

2013 is going to be AWESOME!!! I am so excited to see what this year will bring. Ive got a pageant next month that I hope i do well in, Disney in June, camp in July, hopefully the national pageant in July, becoming an official couple with the boy sometime in there, praying for a new better paying and tolerable job and whatever else wants to be thrown at me! i'm ready. of only i could start school the way I wanted. that's the only downfall b/c since i defaulted on a loan i didnt know about, i can't get any more loans so i'm stuck and it sucks! so i figure the government will take my taxes for it. mama said something about them taking it and am still expected to pay on the loan. i'll be damned! i guess i'll never go back to school b/c the government will not be taking my tax money and still make me pay. i'm already in debt enough as it is!

but enough of that negativity that hasn't even happened yet.

Happy New Year to you and hopefully now that I have the correct email address in hand, I will update more often!