Friday, February 24, 2012

le sigh

the past few weeks have been rather emotional for me as far as my heart and feelings go. on Valentine's Day i was having a great day. the majority of people i was working with were enjoyable, i made decent money for such a night, and i had to close but i digress. it was a text i got from a blast from the past person that threw me for a loop. see my heart is pretty much split intwo by two different guys. i know what its like to be in love with two people at the same time but my heart definatly goes to the blast from the past. it was a random text but it was enough to have all the memories and emotions flooding back to me with him. i replied back but heard nothing else. turns out he broke up with his girlfriend that night and judging by the facebook update of such it was around the same time he text me. its not the first time this has happened. but a week went by and i heard nothing from him. so i wrote it exactly a week later and we taked for a couple hours but as luck would have it, they are back together. i'm not suprised and there was no real indication he was interested but the pattern is this, when he breaks up with his girlfriends he always comes back to me if even for a short period of time.  either way i just want him to be happy and his gf is adorable.

as far as the other guy goes its been a week since i've gotten a letter but it doesn't bother me b/c i understand he probably doesn't have access to the materials. i know i'll hear from him soon though.

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