So on Tuesday i made the decision to deactivate my Facebook account for several reasons. I have been thinking about it for a while now, i'm talking months, and something just hit me that it needed to be done. I've gotten so tired of all the changes no one wants, all the drama on my newsfeed, those stupid games, constant updates of nothingness, the game requests that i don't play, and just plain dumbness. I'm tired of being scared of scrolling down my feed and seeing something i don't want to in regards to things that shouldn't matter to me. things such as a the boy issues! i have already "unsubscribed" from one person's updates to save me from seeing her proclaim her love for the boy that doesn't love her back with the same passion when in face he cares for me too. the other i can't stand to see her be so happy with my one true love that doesn't have a clue. they are great for eachother and i am VERY happy for them but i rather not see it.
its only been 3 days and i am BORED! so bored. i do miss it and not knowing whats going on with my friends but that sad thing is, only one of my friends have even noticed something amiss. i've been on facebook since 2005 and not once have i not been on there without explanation! i've been waiting for my other friends to hit me up asking what's up but so far nothing. I kind of like the silence of my phone but its not like i had that many people blowing up my phone in the first place. I'm a pretty lonely person. Here it is, Friday night and not even those i call my besties offered to get together. the one person that i always talked to via text isn't available to do so at the moment so i definatly know where i stand in society. All my friends are mostly married while the one single best friend i do have has other things to do that young people do.
But i can't say that i'm really concerned about the lack of concern from my peers. like i said, its only been 3 days so my stalkers probably haven't even noticed yet and those that have just aren't alarmed that my page looks different and i no longer have a picture OR they think i've just deleted them. lol.
In the time i've had away i've managed to read The Hunger Games and Catching Fire. I'm currently on the 3rd book. i've still managed to get distracted by other things i've found to replace Facebook. I really don't know how long i'll stay away. maybe just a week, maybe a month, or maybe longer. i'm just going through withdrawal but i hope those that i consider friends notice soon so its not done in vain.
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