Today i woke up and didn't even have the urge to check my facebook. progress is being made. i've also come to the conclusion that i'm going to revert back to my old reclusive ways. i have nothing better going on. i work all the time and its not like i have a line of people wanting to hang out so i'll just do what i need to do on my own. i'm going to join a gym soon. i 'm pretty excited about that. i was going to start going to Bingo on Thursday nights but now i'm scheduled to work Thursdays so there goes that plan! but i'm still working on that new job thing.
something else i'd like to talk about today is friendship. i don't have a big circle of close friends. i don't even have a big circle of friends to chill with. and when those you consider your closest friends don't bother to try and contact you but once every week or 2 its rather insulting that there is a lack of communication and care. i'm done giving and giving and giving and not getting anything in return. i know you're arent suppose to expect anything but i've always been this way. i don't expect anything for the sake of my heart, its because those around me are that transparent and that is sad.
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